You never know how strong you are...until being strong is the only choice you have

When I discovered the unknown lump in my left breast, I knew something was wrong I had a feeling that it was cancer, I tried not to think that it was not but I can’t lie to myself like that. I didn’t know much about breast cancer, until I was assigned to prepare a persuasive speech in front of my speech class. I decided on breast cancer, I didn’t know much about it anyway and did my research. I didn’t have to prepare much or write an outline. I managed to dig deep and talked to the class unscripted. I somehow tied it all to what I was going through from the discovery of the lump and doctor visits to the fact that you or someone you know has been effected by cancer and I am one of them. Even though I didn’t know for sure at the time if I had it or not but I felt that I did. My cheeks trembled fighting back tears and that deep pain in my chest as I talked about my personal life with strangers for the first time it was scary but good it was practice for breaking the news down for my family and friends... after class one of the students came up to me and said I’ll be here for you if you need me... I was so touched by her and to confirmed I am not alone in this journey. As with many people who experience cancer, we’ve all been told we have 5 years to live with stage IV terminal cancer and there’s nothing we can do for you after conventional treatment fails. BUT I believe there IS! There are people out there who live beyond the statistics and have turn over to alternatives to fight cancer for good. That means changing your diet, eating natural foods that keep you alive, have a positive attitude, surround yourself with positive people, and following a spiritual path. I believe healing and restoring my health better than it was before. I pray every day for this cancer to go away. I am able to live normally have the strength to live on with a purpose and believing I am healed!


3 year boobversary!

Monday, December 30, 2013 0 comments
Hi hope you all had a wonderful Christmas and prepare yourselves for 2014 for a blessed year, good health, and fortune! I am looking forward to it  

Just want to fill you in on my latest oncology visit, I asked if the tumor marker continues to stay normal if I can I get off treatment. He pretty much said no, if I do the cancer will come back and that I need to be on this treatment indefinitely, and my body is responding well to it. The tumor is gone. If I want to get off treatment, I would have to decide if I want to remove my ovaries or not. I thought about it, and still sitting on the fence, we will see, I will have clearer vision later. I do want to live way beyond 5 years, and beat the statistics and yay happy 3 years this month of survival. Woot!

After I graduate fall 2014 and go on a spiritual journey traveling in 2015, it might help or even help get better and there will be a miracle! Then figure out where I want to live and work after that. Maybe going overseas will keep me there, who knows, I am open to new opportunities. 

Have a nice and sage new years! 

Crazy Water!

Friday, August 23, 2013 0 comments
Oh yes... For while I've been thinking about getting the alkaline machine, but cost too much . I've heard good things about it from people who drink it, believe it works, cures them from diseases, & cancer because it can't live in an alkaline body. You can google for more details and judge for yourself you'll get a lot of skeptics and debunkers too. I guess if you believe it works then it will work for you and I believe the testimonies from terminal patients who turn to alternative medicine anyways when conventional treatment fails for them and it is the last resort for treatment. I found a company called Crazy Water that distributes mineral water with high ph content 8.2 and I put it to the test! Recommended 8-16 ounces a day. My juicer heroes guys use alkaline water to filter my orders! Maybe I should just start drinking this for now I'm still debating about the coffee enema(the process) . I know there's so many things you can do naturally. I seriously think that it is helping me along with the hormone therapy... No need for chemo or radiation. The oncologist never talked about removing my ovaries again after the tumor markers dropped 😊

Summer is almost over...

Sunday, August 11, 2013 0 comments
Hi all... 

Been a while with my updates. My travels is coming to and end. I had a blast! Being happy and enjoying life is a good alt. to beating cancer. That's why I cannot wait to go overseas backpacking after graduation. 
My last visit to onco the tumor marker read 40. And you know anything 39 and below is normal!!! So... Hoping it will go down even more, will know in September.
I start school soon and will get back into my alternative treatments with the vitamin C infusion twice a week. I've been looking into the Gerson protocol to get rid of toxic build up in your tubes,that you cant do on your own with fiber, coffee enemas is suppose to be a good, natural and inexpensive way to do! Haha more details later about that. I need to get all the supplies and organic coffee! I saw some graphic videos and wow I can't believe it until I try it!! Well I believe just want to see for myself. Amazing... If you didn't know already I like to and am comfortable talking about poo aka boo boo (just sounds cuter). 

I'm half asleep posting this... Good night love all my nom fans! 


Summer Updates! What is going on...

Monday, May 20, 2013 2 comments
Finals are done for the Spring '13 semester and finally declared my major in Management. One more year peoples and I am ready to get out of Texas! Find a new doctor and continue to stay healthy, positive, be stress free, and add more laughter in my life.

I was engaged last year, and I am aware it was rushed. I didn't get married right away, thank God! The man I fell in love with was different from what he appeared to be. I should have known thine lover first before saying yes. Everyone has baggage and laundry that needs cleaning to move on, let go blah bah, I was hoping that we could work it out, believing he can change, but it takes two to meet in the middle, and that didn't work so, I am not going to waste my time and energy on someone who doesn't and is not completely honest with you. It was a heartbreaking and negative relationship. My grades were poor and I ended up on probation from the business school, and needed to be on top of everything or else I would have been kicked out, my health was not doing well either, but I kept fighting to stay strong through the mess. I made a decision to move on after spring break, when I was slapped in the face with reality, I decided to do what is right and make my health and happiness a priority then worrying about a dead relationship and someone who doesn't deserve me.

So... now that I am not getting married, I can take my time finishing school and not rush. Take advantage of my free time to travel and visit fam/friends and meet new friends!

Destinations lined up:
Hawaii-Never been
San Diego
New York
and... maybe some where else? I don't have start school until August 28th.

My infusion treatment with the Vitamin C is going well and I have a lot of energy. My cravings for meat and sugar declining. Healthy people make it sound so easy but it is not, it is a struggle man! When you didn't grow up being healthy and eating junk most of your life. I drink a little bit but not much so my liver is clean! I did use something for a while when I couldn't sleep, but now that I have eliminated the negative things... I can rest peacefully and fall asleep, and not stay up until 3-4 in morning!

That is the haps for this summer! I am happier and laughing more than I have been the past year and continuing to kick cancer's ass!

Inspiring Story

Tuesday, April 9, 2013 0 comments
I love this... young woman out there newly diagnosed and want children in the future. Runaway if you doctor tells you, you can't get pregnant! :)  Click link and watch video below.

Survivor Story

Verses for Hope: Family Life after Cancer.

Wednesday, March 27, 2013 0 comments
My bestie Amy sent me some verses, that brought tears to my eyes and joy in my heart! I want to share with y'all!

Wow I totally forgot to post this!

Psalm 37:3-4 Get insurance with God and do a good deed, settle down and stick to your last. Keep company with God, get in on the best.

Psalm 113:9 He grants the barren woman a home, Like a joyful mother of children. Praise the Lord!

Deuteronomy 7:14-15 You shall be blessed above all peoples; there shall not be a male or female barren among you or among your livestock. And the Lord will take away from you all sickness...


Wednesday, March 13, 2013 0 comments
What a date! It's been a while! I have been so busy with school, my main focus. Which is cool I don't think about the stupid cancer as much, only that I will get better and beat it and battle the urges to drink coffee and chocolate! 

Went to follow up with the alternative doc today. I will continue with the supplements for immune boost and stop inflammation, pretty much the rest of my life. I will start the intravenous vitamin C therapy soon which will target the cancer cells/tumor 2 times a week for a month for 3-5 hours depending on how many grams my blood can handle the vitamin. He didn't promise that it will get rid of cancer, but just said his patients have cured their chronic illnesses and other diseases with this treatment. Pretty excited to get started!

I am on spring break right now and studying what?! I know that's why I am taking a break to go to SXSW the rest of the week in Austin to listen and tap my foot to music for a few days. I would love to travel but can't gotta save money for my treatments and comic con in San Diego! :)

IV Nutrient Info:

IV therapy can help treat a variety of conditions:

  • Cancer
  • Chronic fatigue syndrome
  • Fibromyalgia
  • Parkinson's Disease
  • Migraine Headaches
  • Autoimmune conditions
  • Lyme Disease and other chronic infections
  • Environmental Toxicity
  • Malabsorption problems
  • Asthma
  • Flu symptoms
  • Peripheral Artery Disease
  • Macular Degeneration

Updates for Feb

Tuesday, February 19, 2013 0 comments
Saw that onco yesterday finally been so busy with studying last week I forgot my appointment and shots! I also missed a pill of Anastozole (pill that slow or stop the growth of many types of breast cancer cells that need estrogen to grow) I take every day need to set a timer for that lol getting old! 
The tumor is less predominate in my left breast, tumor marker level went down to 43 from the last 59. He wants to continue to do the same treatment, bring the levels down, and make sure it is stable. He didn't bring up anything about surgery or asked me if I made a decision to remove my ovaries, so that is good cause I don't want too.
I believe my side treatment is helping a lot too and the cut back on sugar, vitamin/mineral boost. :)

I found out a friend's relative was diagnosed with advance cancer, the parents did not tell anyone, they have no insurance for treatment and just given up on life. If you know someone or go through this experience always know that there are non profits out there that can help with treatment and medical bills for uninsured patients or get on a study for research.