You never know how strong you are...until being strong is the only choice you have

When I discovered the unknown lump in my left breast, I knew something was wrong I had a feeling that it was cancer, I tried not to think that it was not but I can’t lie to myself like that. I didn’t know much about breast cancer, until I was assigned to prepare a persuasive speech in front of my speech class. I decided on breast cancer, I didn’t know much about it anyway and did my research. I didn’t have to prepare much or write an outline. I managed to dig deep and talked to the class unscripted. I somehow tied it all to what I was going through from the discovery of the lump and doctor visits to the fact that you or someone you know has been effected by cancer and I am one of them. Even though I didn’t know for sure at the time if I had it or not but I felt that I did. My cheeks trembled fighting back tears and that deep pain in my chest as I talked about my personal life with strangers for the first time it was scary but good it was practice for breaking the news down for my family and friends... after class one of the students came up to me and said I’ll be here for you if you need me... I was so touched by her and to confirmed I am not alone in this journey. As with many people who experience cancer, we’ve all been told we have 5 years to live with stage IV terminal cancer and there’s nothing we can do for you after conventional treatment fails. BUT I believe there IS! There are people out there who live beyond the statistics and have turn over to alternatives to fight cancer for good. That means changing your diet, eating natural foods that keep you alive, have a positive attitude, surround yourself with positive people, and following a spiritual path. I believe healing and restoring my health better than it was before. I pray every day for this cancer to go away. I am able to live normally have the strength to live on with a purpose and believing I am healed!


Chest Pains

Sunday, July 8, 2012 1 comments
For the last few days now I've been having piercing chest pains behind left boob I'm guessing some where near the tumor. Emailed doc about It today, praying it's nothing bad, just part of the side effects? :) I feel it more when I take a deep breath, sucks.

Treatment in Mexico.

Friday, July 6, 2012 1 comments
I have been considering going to Mexico for treatment for some time now after hearing stories about people heading over there and coming back to the states cured. I believe it. I know there's a cure out there not available here otherwise all pharmaceutical companies will go broke and doctors will be out of work..... That's just my outside opinion on that. So, if you work in the medical field I know you'll defend that! So shush.

I never pursued it because it cost a lot out of pocket and I don't have that kind of money, not sure where or how I can raise money for that. Maybe the school bus lady who got bullied will give me a cut of her $500,000! LOL Who are the people who donated?! Send me to Mexico, please! :)

Tonight my fiance brought it up because his co worker talked about the Mexico treatments. He made me cry happy tears and got me all snotty tonight;  there's no price on life and that he'll do whatever he can to make sure I am cured so that he can be with me for a long time.

I looked in Oasis of Hope & IIB Alternative Cancer Center. Been doing some research and trying to contact people who have been there and got treated. I will keep y'all posted on that.